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I am writing this while I can barely keep my eyes open. It's still 6:03 in the evening, but oh dear am I not sleepy. Blame that on my average 5 hours of night sleep. I am sleepy, yes. But I write anyway. And why is that so is beyond me.

I am sleepy, I am not sleeping.

Why are we with parts that forgot to sign a treaty! An agreement, FGS!

Options. Disagreements. Story of my life. 

This is my 100th post, a feat that spans 8 years. By all accounts, this had to stop years ago. But surprise! It still lives. And I still stick with it. What I am able to do in repetition is fascinating and oddly alarming. 

I want to go. I don't want to go. I guess, another way of putting it is I don't know what I want. And I don't know why I don't know what I want. I am way too old to be not knowing and not doing.. And while I don't know what I want, I just do what don't know I want to. Life, as Charlie says, doesn't stop for anybody.